YESSSSSSSSSS I AM BACKKKKKK! WOOHOOOOOO~
can't believe i could actually survive without blogging for ONE WHOLE MONTH. haha. anyway many many things have happened during this period, and i doubt i'll ever forget them. it's just too... unforgettable.
like.
the A LEVELS ECONS MASSACRE. whoaaaa. O: i don't think i'll ever wanna touch anything econs-related againnnn. feels so much like ss in secondary school haha. no matter how much passion i try to force myself to have for that subject and allocate the most time for studying it, i don't seem to be able to perform well:/
anyway, it's all over, and whatever's done is already done, so there's no room for any regrets. can't believe 2 years of JC education is over just like that, didn't really have time to fully enjoy it haha.. time flies
anyway, these 2 years of raffles education has really been an eye-opener for me. it's like a love-hate r/s; you like the friends that you've made, but yet the ever intense competition and constant struggle to achieve excellence in academic pursuits sometimes make me doubt if it was a right choice choosing to come into RJ. but i guess afterall i've survived JC life, and i'll definitely cherish all the friendships that i've made there :)
today was the last day of A levels. had bio mcq paper. yet i don't really feel ecstatic like how i thought i would feel when the last paper ends. perhaps it's because i've already been starting to slack since the end of econs ppr1 hehh.
anyway, these few days of post A LEVELS are gonna be really hectic, with all the gatherings/chalets/holiday trips starting to fill up my schedule, i guess i'll only be able to fully rest and start learning stuff that i've wanted to learn for a long time only after i come back from tw. hahaa.
will stop for now. i need to continue watching YOU'RE BEAUTIFULLL. it's a really nice and funny korean drama. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED HAHA :D

JUNLING WILL BE BACKKKK ON DEC THE THIRD! BYEEEEE! <3<3<3

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one would you believe me
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me
The world is catching up to you
While your running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe I'm not ready


But I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If I sing you a song would you sing along
Or wait till I'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If I give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful
Am I catching up to you
While your running away, to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe I'm not ready

But I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above


If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one would you believe me


beautiful song, beautiful voice :) if you sing that for me, i will melt HAHAHA.

life's been a bore, now we are entering the stressful phase. a couple more hours we've reached the ONE-WEEK COUNTDOWN. i consider myself rather optimistic, since i only start to countdown 7 days before the actual thing, unlike some people who spend a few minutes staring at the calenday everyday.. :P
random places at cp and the school lib have become my second home, and i hope i can press on until everything ends.
the outcome of 2 years of JC life lies in these 2 months.
jiayou people, be a fighter, not a quitter!
:D

:)
最近都流行粉紫色
最新最潮的都有了
为什么富有了什么都不缺了
简单地快乐会不见了
为生活忙碌的跑着
为爱情又被伤害了
当所有变复杂变难懂变苦涩
你流的泪水是不是真的
能不能回到最初最自然最灿烂的笑容
没有钻石的爱情我也会被感动
让自己放空恢复漂亮的脸孔
你吻我一下脸就红
就回到最初最晴朗最开阔的天空
伴着摩天轮别挡住彩虹
我崇拜的英雄和最爱的拍拖
全都出现在今夜的美梦


为生活忙碌的跑着
为爱情又被伤害了
看自己变复杂变自私以后
简单的快乐怎么不见了
能不能回到最初最自然最灿烂的笑容
没有钻石的爱情我也会被感动
让自己放空恢复漂亮的脸孔
你吻我一下脸就红
就回到最初最晴朗最开阔的天空
伴着摩天轮别挡住彩虹
我崇拜的英雄和最爱的拍拖
全都出现在今夜的美梦
能不能回到最初的感动

能不能回到最初棉花糖在手中的笑容
钻石换不了爱情的心动
让自己放轻松
什么都能想通
说爱你爱我脸就红
回到最初最晴朗最开阔的天空
伴着摩天轮别挡住彩虹
我崇拜的英雄和最爱的拍拖
全都出现在今夜的美梦
回到最初再也梦不到的梦

i keep saying the f word at the slightest things nowadays. what's wrong with me man :S